So I guess I must not be very big.
Remember that nice little drawing I did of the animals? here's an updated version. The original idea was to put this on t-shirts to advertise this site, but somewhere along the way to the finished design I've kind of lost hope.
No one in my family is very interested in it, I doubt any of them have taken a look at this site, and the one other person whose opinion matters at all to me doesn't like the way the design looks as it is right now. The problem there was that I was happy with it, so now I just feel like I messed it all up, and I'm canceling the project all together.
You know random people who are reading this (i.e. no one) all my life I've started all of these projects but I never finish a single one, and you know why? Because no one I care about is ever proud of me for doing any of it. I work really hard to come up with these things, plans to further my life, plans to help people, but it's just not good enough. It's not enough to be creative, smart, skinny, and pretty because I'm just not creative, smart, skinny, or pretty enough.
And it kills me more because they'll never know how much I'm dying for their approval.
Days without symptoms: 2